Happy birthday darling.  I'm so sorry your dad made you cry.  Thumbs down to him!!

And a big thumbs up to you, for being gorgeous, smart and wonderful!!  I hope 16 is your best year yet!!

happy birthday :)

-jv

MUSCLE SPASMS LIKE ORGASMIC MUSCLE SPASM!GOOD LORD WHAT A BEAUTIFULL SESSION PYSIOTHERAPIST HAD

Hey dont worry about it - we all got our lives to lead, we cant be checking up all the time. I completly understand - I dont get on here as much as I would like to no more either =]

And you are so right - I do just have to take each day as it comes. There is nothing else I can do I suppose. Thank for all you support!

Hope your knee gets better doll =[

Katie
X

he owns his own trailor lol so im not dumb for liking someone like that
better than living with mommie and daddie

but id idnt go to zachs..
im beatin myself over not bein able to beheld...
but idk ill live..like i said to you..waiting is good!
and im glad tha soccer is voer for ur knees sake baby cakes
but volley ball??? and idoor soccer?? what?
i hope everythign hjeals good!1 znd did u get electro shock therapy?
what lol idk
im confuses with the eclectro wrod its scary lol
take care
Sammi

yeah, i wanna boyfriend soooo bad!

but im nott going to stress over it.

if someone finds me and i happen to like them then ill talk to em.

but i have too much school work to worry about guys!;p

lol

wow what a night!lol.

i wouldnt have been able to handle all of that!!lmao!!

GOOD LUCK!!!!

I HOPE IT'S NOT BAD BABE!!!

TELL ME HOW IT WENT ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

loves youuuu<3

:( i wroteyou a long comment and it deleted it on me..
newho ty for your support for me..but this is more important
i really hope that your dad isnt trying to kill himslef...but i feel that your mom shouold not sign those papes as they are now bc you and her and ur sibblings desrve at least a quarter of the money for being blood relatives..at laest you kids do because he wasyour father and what not.
and another reason to not sign those papes is that if he has a second agenda with them than it could turn out horrible.
But i feel that your dad might be happyier without that lady. if he is doin this stuff thats makin him not happy for her and he loved her than he woudol be happy because she was happy..but if he's doin it bc he doesnt give a fuck nemroe, than maybe he oculd have that second agenda.I hope that thats not the case tho..
but im lgad that he sounded happy on the phone and i hope that all this talk about suicide is just airy fluff and an overreacon to something minor
i hoep that things work out for you darling
you no how to find me if you EVER need to talk about anything
take care of youself darlin
sammi

well like you said...make him feel good, like you care for him..

make him think he's a good dad!

even if he isnt; you know you love him and would hate to lose him so make him feel like he's a good dad.

ive been talking to my dad more lately.

he lives at the beach and me and my best friend are going to spend a weekend with him on November 1st.

i call him now, to make him feel like he's a good dad.

because i told him i hated him, and my brother just died so i was all he had left..so i felt horrible bc the last child he had said she hated him..

so we're getting better and i hope like hell everything goes good for you and your family!

love youuu!<3

wow - so whippets are like the opposite of sucking helium from a balloon!? wierd...lol

ive added you btw

xx

haha. yeah, i just watched that movie 300 with the Spartans in it!lmao

and when you said war thats what popped in my head!!! lmao:)

WIN THAT FUCKIN WARRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol:P

love yoouuuuu

sorry i  olike ur pic in this entry tho
but i hope imma be happy soon
but it makes sense tho..why it hurts when i runa nd why my tummy area hurts and why i catn like stay healthy lol
i hope that things work okut soon for teh better one day
:)

lol everything happens for a reason?

I'm sorry that things are so crap. 

You are beautiful and a really great person.  You don't deserve that sh*t but you come across really strong- you must have such an amazing character to withstand all that stuff. 

Just know how awesome you are- and don't let them affect you or the way you think about yourself. 

okay chick! ive got free texting too!

i love it!

haha. and when u send me yah number ill text you!!!:)

yah my numbes the same lol
but zach..i see him like everyother day lol
but imma probaboly try to see him less bc i dont think things are gonna work out
idk

Sammi

my dad left me when i was 4 too.

he beat my mama and cheated on her..he said she cheated on him (she didnt) so he beat her..

my life is hard too hun!

im sooo sorry! if you need anyone to talk to you know where i am!

do you have a cell?

texting?

Awwww, I'm so sorry all this is happening to you, especially at such a young age.  I will pray for you, and I'll pray that things get better for you.  You don't deserve this.  You deserve better.

God bless.

Candy

it's okay, maybe it'll get better. i think they just need to work out their problems and stop including you in them.. and yea i love that song by pink, it makes me wanna cry though :(.. i hope everything gets better!!

<333

lol ur ocmmentsn make me think of u spazzing out lol
dork

and yeah i got beautiful thongs and they were cheap as all get out :O heheh
i lovef em

but yah he said he kinda understood..just was dissappointed..but i havnt heard from him alld ay today lol which sucks ass
bc you kno how i freak out lol
but yahw ahtever im ok
bc im on like this like happy high or whatever idk waht it is lol
hahah
sorry
Im tired
i havnt been sleepin lol
mostly bc of zach and stress about this dr appt
ohhhh and ig tta new phone fyi
:) but i dont go tur numba nemore :(

I SUCK AT BOWLING lol

but ur pics showed u havin a great time :)
and ur ball looks like a pumpkin lol
but karokee is amazingly fun..even moe fun when u suck at it lol
luv yah darlin
sammi

im sry ur dad is bein such an ass
but i cant belive that any one would have the audacity to dcall you fat..especially ur fucken father
but yah kno what..family doesnt neccesarily mean blood
family is the ppl close to your heart who are goin to be tehre when you rly ned them
dnt forget that darlin
sammi

Don't sulk in your problems. Lot's of kids have your problems. Most parents don't stay together and do fight. Most couples cheat. Most kids take it alot harder than their parents know. Just try to stay positive. The best you can do is forgive their ignorance and try to concentrate on the good more than the bad, or else you'll fall into the black pit of depression so many teenagers are falling into now. Learn from their mistakes, and remember they DO love you.

haha, you're a cutie.
bowlings always fun.

[trishalou]

haha! looked like you had fun!!!!

and ill get a picture of him ASAP!!!

LOL. ill send it to you in a comment.lol:) 

ahhhhhhhhh.

it's all good in tha hood.

fasho.

WE GET HIGH LIKE AIRPLANES, YA MEAN??

haa. that's another one!!

= )

lol!!.. i dont care how nerdiee this mite sound,.. but i love bowling!! haha.. and where i live they only had one bowling alley and they tore it down, so my life is bowl-less :(.... but everytime i go to the states i bowl!! haha.. with friends its so much fun.. sliding down the lanes lol :P... hope your knee gets better!!

<33

pshhh chyeahhhh.

RANDOM FO LYFFE!!!!! YA DIGG?

ha. i'm sorry. i get a bit carried away.

= )

lol looked like loads of fun

hmm i should go bowling even tho i cant worth my life lololol

ohh :(.. that sukss.. but i know how u feel cuz i hav childhood arthritis in my legs and outta the blue if i get too cold or something, they will start KILLIN me!.. but my teachers never belive me :( lol.. but i wanna hav a spirit day so bad!!! lol.. i like the pic!!

<33

haha i love yah darlin
ur amazing :)

and i do feel as if i suck bc i do sck lol at life :(
pffft
u oughta ocme out here lol
it'd be interesting to see :)

ur great darlin
but im kinda freakin out on everyone and evverything now :(
i dont kno what to do..i feel like im stranded int he middle of no where :(
and today this guy who i talked to ab it asked me if wanted to have s..x with him..very blunt about it too..bc he wants to loose his virginity to me? im like umm no and he's loike r u sure? im like wow
what a deusch bag
lol
sorry
that made me laugh so so so much :P

lol thats soo funnieee!!!!!.. ohmigoshh.. i would soo try that. but my frenz are []'s :(.. (squares) :P lol they would be too scared to get caught, i wouldnt care lol!!! *me n u are like long lost sisterss or summtinn :P**

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lol! i read your entry before i even posted mine!

funny(:

and yeahhh thanks for the comment(:

it doesnt hurt so much now lol; and i laugh about it=p=]

lol.. thats soo trickieee!!.. that wouldnt work wiff me though :( lol!! but if me and my fiends jus feel like being bad or sumtin. im always the one to get caught because im the tallest lol!!

<33

lol yeah it souns like it would!... you cud be textin under your desk :P.. i use to  open a can of soda but not fully n drink out of it n if my teacher came i would be like "its not even open" lol!!

<33

1st of all i'm just wonder what u guys r out there!!!!!!! i don't how long i'l have it up!!!!!! but i can tell i have had up there since apr. when i had b-day!!!!!!! i'm taking poll as 2 what u r!!!!! just sumting fun 2 do!!!!!!! + it helps 2 looooooooooooooooooooove the song from where the 2 things cum from!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love and lippy,

mkgtweety

okay tell me this isn't happy cool,.. i am a super duper typer but i sukk!!! at textin lol

i take 4everrrr to text something.. and my frenz are like hurry up!!lol, but i got my fone taken away n i didnt have one for more than a year so now that i have mine, its kinda weird lol!!!!

haha.. my frenz are always jealous of me when im typing! lol, cuz i type fast n i dnt look at the keys much hehe :D

<33

kayy!

thanks so much babe!!!=]

haha! yeahh!

i dont think i am a whore either.

but a chick called me a whore!

she doesnt know the whole story so that skank needs to shut her fuckin' mouth i guess!!! lol=]

i like him ohh soo much=] lol

your the only person up here that i enjoy talking to about my problems!

thanks soooo much hun

i get like that too..like i hate being hurt. but if you read my new entry im talking about this new guy..he is amazing!!!!!!&hearts;

i like him a lotttt! lol.

just go for it and talk to him girlll!

i missed you while i was gone!

ohmigosh!!!.. i noe, no one dat i noe has my foot size except for small bois lol!!.. i wear size 91/2.. wat do u wear?.. !! im so glad dat someone feels my pain :D

<333

I re-occuring dreams. Except mine happen around the same time once every year. Its always me at my grandparents place, and im jumping off there balcony and im just falling into this weird black pit. Eventually i wake up, feeling like ive just run a marathon, totally out of breath & shit scared. Its really weird!

im tryin with that self esteem shit
im tryin hard and i think its workin well
and i rly like zach
i mean idk its insane lol
hahaha
But i dont want nething to do with nate..imjust for sum reason likewanting the s..x
but idk
I wont touch him bc i'll hate me..and u kno that and i kno that
but at the same time i giv in way to fucken easily and u knok that too
my friend called me today and he told me mike was  askin him about me..and that scared the fuck out of me (idkk waht to do about that..i dont think he'd come out here tho)
so i guess i want comfort lol
IDK
ha is uck at life
we kno this tho
but im tryin :)
and ill get good soon :)
ur amazing girly!
Sammi

im done pining over med school matt lol
he wont call me than fuck him.. im better than that
and i aint gonna be neones whore (nemore i hope neways..i'll try)
and i think i rly rly rly like zach
imma try n take a pic of us and put it on here :) Lol
I rly do like him i think
and he knows now something that no one does..but not whts rly botherin me alot loL
but im close hehe
and ur pic is so beautiful
i mean that too
Soccer seems to be alotta fun! im glad u got something great li;ke that :) hehe
and wow what an ironic lil cookie yah got!!
lol
did u talk to the dude?
and the el salvador guy..he hot?? lol and hmm some nice hot icecreamlol
souns like it could be fun hehehehehe
sorry
I hope it works out good..and not shitty! lol U deserve an amazing dude..and i dont think theres neone out there comparable to what yah deserve.
so dont settle for less than u deserve..but dont give up hope :) you nevernk ow whats around the corner
and i apologize if i dont mamke sense...i havnt slept yet :)

i am losing myself respect daily lady!
AND IDKY
but i do kno why :(
and i do like zach alot too, it sjust hard with him because he works form 2:30-11 pm daily
and has classes till one and im free after like four or osmething
so we like never get to see eachother except for the weekend cuz im a baby and dont wanna go out at like midnight after he showers and stuff :( i suck at life
but i do like him alot..and im infatuated with pre med matt so badly and ithink its bc he doesnt call me or nething :(
I hate taht!!!
but wahtever. im so used to the way things were..where i either fucked or felt like i was gonna get raped bc i wasnt fucking
and idk
sorry that this did end up getting long..i think it did neways lol
idk bc u do always write a whole shit load that i love reading
and i kno..damn i am hot shit lol
i love that bright pink shirt that i was wearing heheh
But i dotn rememeber how i got the pic up there :(
im like fallin apart tho lol
its kinda funny form an outside perspective bc i wake up screaming and crying every once and a whle and my room mate thinks im a freak
lol idk
to be her
newho
i suck at life
read my diary..u'll see why
idk lol
mis syah!
Sammi

lMAO!! nICE fALLL!! jK :)

lol ok
so i understand why matt 'blew me off' i mean med school i s super hard :( Lol
but he's the one who i think i rly like
or zach
im just like woah
and i l ove that pic of u falling
i rly do
and himjackin off on my face is funny..as much as its not
but idk
lol
im just like going insane with this
and matt from ohio my ex wants to get back togeter
God i must be hot shit lol
im sorry this is long
well it really isnt long its just got alotta spaces
i prefer to hit enter instead of ake a period lol
it works better for me!! hehehe
take care darlin
Sammi

happy birthday!! i think its like today lol
but i love the fallingpics!!
and i always end up in a white shirt in the rain lol
its funny
i miss yah
sorry ive been so sucky lately

Hey thanks for the comment. =]
glad to know someones interested
in reading my stuff on here, didnt
figure noone would haha

lol I like your entry too,
funny as fuck...but would
probally hurt like fuck.
anyways thnkz again
take care.

-Paige.

hahahahaha thats funnyy.! i once fell like that.. it was a cake fight.. and there was cake all over the floor.. then i raan to throw some to a friend and i fell.. like you fell hahahaha

i also laughed but it hurt more for me because it was FLOOR :(

hahahaha

lol thats soo cool.. cuz that wat i wannaa doo if i cnt cook lol... yahh i gav my friend a black eye wif my make up once too for drama class lol!!!

<33

thanks girl!

im trying to take a break from guys! lol

IM SO PROUD OF YOU!!
im so glad u made varsity!! i knew you'd do it
you look amazing in the pics!!
congratulations

Aloha,

Wow. I think he will get hooked.

hope school goes well!!!

and my boyfriend is wonderful=]

ive dated him multiple times before but he is spoiling me!!lol

i get what i want and i love it! ahaha

he said he was going to buy me a chichilla=] lmao

beautiful outfit,your so pretty
i'm glad that you enjoyed your time
at the party...

hiba<3

i know,right..everyone here are so nice,like no one is hating.NO ONE..i just love this site

much love,Natasha

xoxo

ps.i just realized i said the same as the comment below me LOL

so i did not comment ur entry just to say something huhu..i really do mean that i didint see that someone said the same things

ur really pretty[LOVE the hair]

and the shirt is really cute

xoxo